How do you feel?

Grief feels like

• having barely enough energy to move the suitcase from the entry to the bedroom
• filling and refilling the sink with hot water three times and still not doing the dishes
• getting up, having breakfast, and going back to bed
• struggling to find something that you want to eat
• trying not to throw up after you eat
• looking around at all that needs to be done....and lying down on the couch
• imagining the effort required to go down 2 flights of stairs, walk to the garage, open the trunk, and carry back up boxes...and lying down on the couch
• feeling like every physical movement requires great effort
• having a brain that can't focus on anything for more than 10 minutes
• watching the emails pile up....and lying down on the couch