Grief feels like
- having barely enough energy to move the suitcase from the entry to the bedroom
- filling and refilling the sink with hot water three times and still not doing the dishes
- getting up, having breakfast, and going back to bed
- struggling to find something that you want to eat
- trying not to throw up after you eat
- looking around at all that needs to be done....and lying down on the couch
- imagining the effort required to go down 2 flights of stairs, walk to the garage, open the trunk, and carry back up boxes...and lying down on the couch
- feeling like every physical movement requires great effort
- having a brain that can't focus on anything for more than 10 minutes
- watching the emails pile up....and lying down on the couch
